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Parashat Balak 5764 (All rights reserved to Keren Yishai)
Parashat Chukat and
Chodesh Tamuz Rosh Chodesh and Chodesh
Tamuz Rav M. Elon We will dedicate this shi'ur to the topic of Rosh Chodesh
(literally "Head of Month," i.e. the beginning of each
month) in general, and Rosh Chodesh Tamuz in particular. This shi'ur will be a small intermission in our greater
endeavors of studying each tribe, its specific attributes, and
the relationship between the tribe, its characteristics, the
precious stone that represents it in the Choshen (the Kohen
Gadol's breastplate,) the color of its flag in the desert,
and the form that appears on the flag. And now to the topic of today's shi'ur: The Shulchan
Aruch begins the laws of Rosh Chodesh with a halacha that we will
soon see defines the spiritual character of Rosh Chodesh. "On Rosh Chodesh it is permitted to perform
m'lacha, (those 'work' activities
forbidden on Shabbat.)" (Shulchan Aruch, Orach Chaim, 417:1) The Shulchan Aruch's terminology indicates that there may
have been room to think that it is forbidden to perform
m'lacha on Rosh Chodesh. Therefore the Shulchan Aruch
emphasizes that "On Rosh Chodesh it is permitted to
perform m'lacha." The Shulchan Aruch then adds: "And those women who are accustomed not to do
any m'lacha (theirs) is a good practice
("minhag.")" (ibid.) This addendum to the first halacha caused great difficulty to
many of the Commentators, leading to very diverse results. There were those who understood that women may not do any
m'lacha on Rosh Chodesh, and the terminology of the Shulchan
Aruch "And those women who" does not indicate an
intention to alleviate the severity of the prohibition of
performing m'lacha, but rather indicates that this
prohibition is based in minhag (custom) and not in halacha (law.) There were others (the Bach among them) who understood that
there is no prohibition whatsoever to perform m'lacha on
Rosh Chodesh. The Shulchan Aruch simply wishes to inform us that
there is a good minhag (custom, practice) of refraining from the
performance of m'lacha, and therefore one may not compel a
woman to do m'lacha, for she may claim that it is her minhag
not to perform m'lacha on Rosh Chodesh. The Mishnah B'rura deals with this issue at length in his
"Be'ur Halacha" commentary to the Shulchan Aruch.
His conclusion is: "Indeed from all the Poskim (Halachic
authorities) that I have mentioned above it does not
seem (to be correct) in accordance with his words,
but rather there is a mitzva for women to refrain
from m'lacha performance on Rosh Chodesh." (Be'ur Halacha, s.v. Minhag tov, ibid.) This the Mishnah B'rura understands that there is a
mitzva for women to refrain from m'lacha on Rosh Chodesh. As
we have seen many times previously, the world of the Halacha
serves as a the orchestra through which the chords and melodies
of the world of the Aggada (Homiletics) are heard in the open.
Thus the world of Halacha and the halachic manifestations hold
within them the deeper internal content of the issues. And thus
it is through this topic, which seems to be purely technical and
no more, that we will begin our study of Rosh Chodesh. What, then, is the status of Rosh Chodesh? Is it a festival, a
Yom Tov? We must recall that despite the fact that on Rosh
Chodesh there is the additional Musaf prayer, as there is on Yom
Tov, Rosh Chodesh is not one of the Shalosh R'galim (Three
Pilgrimage Festivals,) for one is not required to visit the
Temple on Rosh Chodesh. Rosh Chodesh appears in the Torah in an additional context.
The Torah instructs as to an obligation to sound the trumpets,
which is to be done on two occasions: "When you go to war against an enemy who
attacks you in your land, you shall sound the
trumpets..." (Bamidbar 10:9) In other words when a war takes place, or in the words of the
Rambam "on the occasion of any calamity affecting the
population," (Rambam, Laws of Ta'ani'ot 1:1,) we
are required to turn to God and sound the trumpets. Following this verse the Torah states: "And on days of your rejoicing, on your
festivals, and on your Rosh Chodesh celebrations, you
shall sound the trumpets for your burnt offerings
(olot) and your peace offerings (sh'lamim.) This
will be a remembrance before your God. I am God your
Lord." (ibid. v. 10) The Torah thus records three categories of occasions: On these three occasions then, when the communal sacrifices
are brought, (this is reference to "your burnt
offerings,") at the specific time of the offering, in
addition to the songs that the Levi'im would sing, they
would also sound the trumpets. Let us explain these concepts. "Your festivals," are the Shalosh R'galim,
which would seem to have a higher status that that of Rosh
Chodesh. Why, then, does the verse mention the Shalosh
R'galim in the middle of its list of occasions when the
trumpets are sounded? As we will soon see, the verse is in fact
ordered in such a manner so as to move from the less severe, the
less important, to the more important. If the Shalosh
R'galim are of major importance -- then they should only
have been mentioned after those minor occasions are mentioned,
and then in an ordered sequence moving from the minor to the
major, the Shalosh R'galim should have been mentioned at the
conclusion of the list, after the mention of Rosh Chodesh, for
the Shalosh R'galim are of greater import than Rosh Chodesh. This is one issue we must consider. What is "days of your rejoicing?" Indeed every day
should be a day of rejoicing! (Contrary to our modern approach as to what "simcha"
-- "happiness" -- is.) The verse refers to the
sounding of the trumpets which accompanies the offering of the
"Tamid" sacrifices, (literally "consistent,")
the morning Tamid and the afternoon Tamid. Therefore, if the verse is ordered in a manner demonstrating
the importance o each concept, it is unclear why the mention of
the Shalosh R'galim precedes that of Rosh Chodesh, for the
Shalosh R'galim surpass all the other occasions mentioned in
the verse, and thus should have been placed last. And if the
verse is ordered in accordance with the frequency of occurrence
of each event, then Rosh Chodesh should have been mentioned prior
to the Shalosh R'galim, for Rosh Chodesh and its sacrifice
have a far greater frequency that the Shalosh R'galim and
their sacrifices. Thus we have no alternative but to explain that the verse is
ordered in an ascending fashion. Firstly the Tamid sacrifices
which are offered every day, then the Shalosh R'galim, and
finally at the climax, above these two, we have Rosh Chodesh. We
thus see that there is an aspect of Rosh Chodesh that places it
above than the festivals. What this aspect -- the essence and
defining character of Rosh Chodesh -- is, we have yet to
clarify. In Sefer Y'sha'yahu we find the final mention of
Rosh Chodesh of all the Tanach. "For as the new heavens and the new earth,
which I will make, shall remain before me, says God,
so shall your seed and your name endure. And it shall
come to pass, that every Rosh Chodesh and every
Shabbat all flesh will come to bow down before me,
says God." (Y'sha'yahu 66:22,23) These verses describe the future reality at the end of days.
The prophet Y'sha'yahu describes what will occur on
Rosh Chodesh in the end of days: "all flesh will come to bow
down before me," meaning that Rosh Chodesh will become what
the Shalosh R'galim are today. Yet there is something even deeper that is being emphasized
here. It is with these verses that Y'sha'yahu concludes
his vision of the end of days -- what is the prime
characteristic of this conclusion? That in the future people will
come to the Temple on Rosh Chodesh as on the R'galim. Is this all that characterizes the ending of the prophecy? Y'sha'yahu describes an idyllic reality of "new
heavens and the new earth," of the eternity of
Yisra'el, of "so shall your seed and your name
endure," while this ideal is directly linked to the
prophet's description of the pilgrimage to the Temple taking
place on Rosh Chodesh as on the R'galim. This description
leads us to appreciate that Rosh Chodesh contains an element of
the future, of the end of days. An element which has not yet
materialized in our contemporary world. However in the future,
when there will be "new heavens and the new earth,"
then the true nature of Rosh Chodesh and its influence will be
revealed in all their beauty. In any event it appears that the pilgrimage on Rosh Chodesh is
a defining characteristic that distinguishes between the two
period. And this is an issue we must clarify -- what lies
behind this distinction? Why is Rosh Chodesh today of such a
minor and secondary nature, while in the future it becomes so
central? What is that point that distinguishes between the two? Let us note that the minhag which we opened with -- that
women refrain from performing m'lacha on Rosh Chodesh, stems
from the Tur: "And this also appears in the Yerushalmi:
'Those women who do not do m'lacha on Rosh
Chodesh -- it is a minhag.'" Then the Tur adds: "And in the forty-fifth chapter of Pirkei
d'Rabi Eli'ezer it states: 'For the women
did not want to give their husbands their nose-rings for
the making of the (Golden) Calf, therefore God gave them
their reward that they should observe Rosh Chodesh more
than men do." Thus the custom of the women to refrain from m'lacha on
Rosh Chodesh is related to their minor role in the sin of the
Golden Calf. The Tur continues: "And I heard a reason for this from my
brother, Rav Yehuda, that the Festivals were
instituted corresponding to the forefathers: Pesach
corresponds to Avraham, as the verse states:
'Knead and make cakes,' (B'reshit
18:6,) and it was Pesach. Shavu'ot corresponds
to Yitzchak, for the sounding of the shofar of the
Giving of the Torah was with the shofar of the ram of
Yitzchak. Sukkot corresponds to Ya'akov, as the
verse states: 'And he made sukkot for his
livestock,' (B'reshit 23:17.)" Then the Tur explains Rosh Chodesh: "And the twelve Rosh Chodeshes of the year
which are also termed 'mo'adim'
('festivals') correspond to the twelve
tribes; and when they sinned with the sin of the
Golden Calf they (the Rosh Chodeshes) were taken from
them and given to their wives to commemorate that
they were not involved in that sin." Therefore the twelve Rosh Chodeshes of the year correspond to
the twelve tribes of Yisra'el, and when the tribes sinned
with the Golden Calf "they (the Rosh Chodeshes) were taken
from them and given to their wives." The hidden connection
between the Golden Calf and Rosh Chodesh will become clearer as
we progress with our shi'ur. Let us mention one more point before we analyze these issues
in depth. In the Musaf ('Additional') prayer of Rosh Chodesh
we say as follows: "Rosh Chodeshes have you given Your people, a
time of atonement for all their offspring, when they
would bring before You offerings for favor and goats
of sin-offerings to atone on their behalf. They would
serve as a remembrance for them all and a salvation
for their soul from the hand of the enemy. May You
establish a new altar in Zion, and may we bring up
upon it the o'lah of Rosh Chodesh, and prepare
he-goats with favor. In the service of the Holy
Temple may we all rejoice, and in the songs of Your
servant David that are heard in Your city, when they
are recited before Your altar. May You bring them an
eternal love, and may You recall the covenant of the
forefathers upon the children." (Musaf Amida of Rosh Chodesh, beginning of fourth
b'racha.) This section of the prayer service specifically for Rosh
Chodesh is an enigma which immediately catches our attention, and
deserves analysis and explanation. Rosh Chodesh is "a time of atonement... when they
would bring before You offerings for favor." On the
R'galim were any sacrifices offered that were not "for
favor?" "And a salvation for their soul from the hand of the
enemy" -- who, or what, is this "enemy?" There are additional issues which are unclear: "May You
establish a new altar in Zion, and may we bring up upon it the
o'lah of Rosh Chodesh." Will this "new altar"
be solely for the Rosh Chodesh sacrifices? "And prepare he-goats with favor" -- once again
it is unclear what exactly the term "with favor" is
intended to convey. The concluding phrases are enigmatic also: "And in the songs of Your servant David that are heard in
Your city" -- weren't songs sung every day before
the altar? "May You bring them an eternal love" -- what is
this "eternal love?" And finally, "And may You recall the covenant of the
forefathers upon the children," what is unique about Rosh
Chodesh in this regard? After this long preface, let us begin the subject of Rosh
Chodesh from the beginning. Rosh Chodesh is connected to the sin of the Golden Calf, and
the sin of the Golden Calf which affected all of Jewish history
took place on the seventeenth of Tamuz. If we had merited it, the
seventeenth of Tamuz would have been the day of the receiving of
the Torah -- the day on which Moshe Rabbenu descended Mount
Sinai with the Luchot ha'Brit (Tablets of the Covenant.)
This day is destined to become a day of happiness and rejoicing
at the end of days, when the characteristics of the mourning are
reversed. Now on to the central issues: It would seem that the major
distinction between Rosh Chodesh and the other R'galim is
that each of the Shaloch R'galim commemorates a specific
event which occurred on that day, and we observe this through
specific activities. On Pesach -- we were redeemed from
Egypt, for example, and so too with the other festivals. And even
those days which ae not characterized by an historical event,
like Rosh Hashana and Yom Kippur, these are days when God sits in
judgment and "the books of the living and the dead are open
before Him," and we demonstrate this in our behavior on
these days. Rosh Chodesh is completely different in that it is not
characterized by any historical event. This is the secret of its
strength, for an historical event will one day no longer be
recalled and commemorated. The greater the event, the greater the
impact and the disparity between the period when we commemorate
the event and when we cease to do so. Yet a day which is observed
without any link to an event which occurred in a specific era or
time period has a constant manifestation. The significance of this is as follows: The exodus from Egypt
was quite obviously a momentous event which left its mark on the
course of international progress, and specifically on the
development of the Jewish nation. Yet on the day we merit the
complete redemption, this final redemption will surpass our
redemption from Egypt, overshadowing it by far. Then the Exodus
from Egypt will shrink in importance, or even be annulled
completely. In contrast, Rosh Chodesh does not signify any time-specific
event. Rosh Chodesh is far loftier, in a manner that we are
unable to comprehend in this world. Rosh Chodesh's inner
character can be grasped by examining the description of our
prophets as to the changes in nature that will take place at the
end of days. Let us offer the following introduction: Y'chezkel
concludes his prophecies with the description of the Third
Temple. One of the events that he describes is water that flows
forth from the Temple. This water swells and rises up and up, and
Y'chezkel is unable to stand where he is, and is forced to
climb up stairs in order to save himself. Slowly he sees the
water that flows from the Temple descending to the south-east,
flowing to the Dead Sea. Y'chezkel describes: "Then he said to me, 'These waters issue
out towards the eastern region, and descend into the
Arava, and on their entering the sea, the sea of
issuing waters, the waters will be healed." (Y'chezkel 47:8) These waters descend to the Dead Sea, (which is "the sea
of issuing waters,") causing a great transformation in the
Dead Sea and its surrounds: "And it shall come to pass, that every living
thing with which it swarms, wherever the streams will
come, will live; and there will be a very great
multitude of fish, because these waters will come
there, so that everything will be healed and will
live where that stream comes." (ibid. v. 9) The Dead Sea will thus become full of life, "and there
will be a very great multitude of fish" -- why?
"Because these waters will come there" -- because
the water which exited the Temple will flow into the Dead Sea. The Dead Sea will be filled with fishermen: "And it will come to pass that the fishermen
will stand on it from Ein Gedi until Ein Eglayim,
there will be place for the spreading of nets, their
fish will be of various kinds, like the fish of the
great sea, exceedingly many." (ibid. v. 10) But at the same time a number of the salt mounds will remain: "But its swamps and marshes will not be
healed; they will be given for salt." (ibid. v. 11) And then we come to the connection to Rosh Chodesh: "And by the stream upon its bank, on this
side and on that side, shall grow all food-bearing
trees, whose leaf will not wither, neither will its
fruit fail; it will bring forth new fruit every
month, because their waters have emerged from the
Temple, and its fruit will be for food, and its leaf
for medicine." (ibid v. 12) "It will bring forth new fruit every month" --
every Rosh Chodesh it will bring forth its monthly yield of new
fruit. In other words there will no longer be the seasons of the
year, summer, winter, etc., rather each month, with the
rejuvenation of the moon, will bring about the rejuvenation of
nature. These, then, are the closing episodes of Y'chezkel's
prophecy. This reminds us of the words of Y'sha'yahu we
mentioned above: "For as the new heavens and the new
earth" -- the basis of the two prophecies being the
same. In our contemporary reality there are the heavens and the
earth, which are related to the seasons of the year. However in
the end of days there will be a revitalization of nature. There
will no longer be seasons of the year, but rather just as the
heavens and the earth will be renewed so too Am Yisra'el
will be revitalized and rejuvenated. The difficulty of the human
worldly existence in our times is that there is no light without
darkness, there is no day without night, there is neither spring
nor summer without the winter that precedes them. The word 'choref' - 'winter' -- holds
within it the essence of our lives in this world.
'Choref' stems from the root chet, resh, peh, which is
at the root of the word 'cherpa' -- shame,
disgrace. What is shameful? The word 'cherpa' appears
in relation to the foreskin which is circumcised. The foreskin is
disgraceful, and in the words of Yehoshu'a after
circumcising Yisra'el at Gilgal: "This day I have removed the cherpa (shame/disgrace) of
Egypt from you." (Yehoshu'a 5:9) The foreskin, then, is the cover -- when the cover is
removed, the cherpa is removed. The word 'cherpa' appears first in the Torah in the
words of Rachel, who was barren for many years. After she was
able to give birth to a healthy child she says: "God has gathered my cherpa." (B'reshit 30:23) In other words everything had been covered, concealed, until
now. Chana, too, pleads for an end to her barren state, saying: "There is no Rock like our God... for all the
cliffs of the earth are God's." (Sh'mu'el I 2:2,8) This is Chana's own description of "cliffs of the
earth," a description of the cliffs and mountains that halt
the progress of her life. Infertility is thus linked to cherpa,
cessation and halting. This is the painful, demoralizing infertility that prevents
one's life forces from breaking forth. It is a fundamental
notion that infertility began with Sara, Sara who appeared after
the first two thousand chaotic years of the world's
existence, and then simultaneously the notion of sterility
appears. Not only Sara was barren, but all our matriarchs were barren
-- Sara, Rivka, Rachel, and even Leah, for the Torah states: "And God opened her womb." (B'reshit 29:31) This indicates that she too was barren. In addition to our four matriarchs who were barren, there are
three more women of whom the Tanach testifies that they were
barren: The wife of Mano'ach, who was to bear
Shim'shon, Chana, and the final barren individual is Zion,
as the prophet states: "Be joyous, barren one who has not given
birth." (Y'sha'yahu 54:1) The removal of the cherpa, the shame and the disgrace, is the
removal of the cover that prevents the manifestation of the
concealed potential. This is what winter is in nature. During
winter the produce is concealed under the earth's surface,
it does not rise up onto the surface during winter. In the future, in the end of days, there will no longer be day
and night, for in the future the light of the moon will be as the
light of the sun. And when the moon will be restored it will be
Rosh Chodesh, when the "new heavens and the new earth"
will exist. In the end of days every Rosh Chodesh will be the day
of nature's ripening, for those waters that will flow from
the Temple will be different waters, life-giving waters, waters
of the end of days. When this water will go forth from the
Temple, there will no longer be desert, for the desert will bloom
and blossom. This is the reason for the incorporation of the "Barchi
Nafshi" psalm into the prayer service on Rosh Chodesh. At first glance it seems that this psalm has no association to
Eretz Yisra'el. It talks about rabbits and ibexes, which are
usually found in the desert, and then the psalm continues: "Behold this sea -- great and of broad
measure" (Tehillim 104:25) and then: "This whale you created to engage in
recreation with." (ibid. v. 26) What do these descriptions have to do with the Judean Desert? Certainly these are not a collection of different descriptions
nor a haphazard compilation of various ideas! David sits in the Judean Desert, and he is able to observe the
rocks and ibexes, the rabbits and leopards, and then he looks in
the direction of the Dead Sea, and says: "Behold this sea -- great and of broad
measure... there ships will travel." (ibid. v. 25, 26) He says "will travel," in the future tense. David
says here is the Judean Desert which overlooks the Dead Sea, the
Sea of Death -- I see in the future the rocks and rock
rabbits of the desert together with the water and the sea. If
this is the case, then "Barchi nafshi et Hashem" --
"Let my soul bless God." (ibid. v. 1) For if this occurs we then know that we have reached a period
when "Sinners will cease from the earth." (ibid. v. 35) And then "May the glory of God endure forever, let God
rejoice in his works." (ibid v. 31) In other words God too, will rejoice, so to speak, in his
works, for then: "The wilderness and the arid land will be
glad, and the desert will rejoice and blossom like
the tulip." (Y'sha'yahu 35:1) On Rosh Chodesh we say the psalm of Barchi Nafshi which is the
psalm of the rejuvenating, revitalizing nature, as the verse
states: "And You renew the surface of the earth." (Tehillim 104:30) This psalm describes how the dead vegetation and animal life
is renewed and comes to life. This is the character of Rosh
Chodesh, rejuvenation and renewal. Rosh Chodesh does not commemorate an historic event, rather it
marks the understanding that the world will be renewed and
revitalized. Rosh Chodesh is the appreciation that a day will
come when we will emerge from this period of winters and summers,
days and nights, to an age when "a day approaches which is
neither day nor night," a day which is not preceded by
night. We recall the episode of the diminishing of the moon, when the
moon complained that "two kings do not share one
crown," and therefore God reduced the moon. There the moon
asks God -- 'Simply for asking a rational, fair question
I must diminish myself?' From then onwards God attempts to placate and appease the
moon, but it refuses to be consoled, until God tells
Yisra'el "to bring a he-goat on Rosh Chodesh." To
quote God's words, this goat is "atonement for My
having diminished the moon." Rav Charlap explained the following issue in the above Gemara:
Why do all the R'galim involve pilgrimage to the Temple and
the requirement to be present in the courtyard of the Temple,
while Rosh Chodesh does not? He answers as follows: "And it would appear correct to say that the
reason is that on Rosh Chodesh God said: 'This
goat will be atonement for My having diminished the
moon,' as if to say that God feels liable for
having diminished the moon. And since the basis of
T'shuva (literally "returning," ie.
repentance) is shame, there is no mitzva of being
present in the (Temple) courtyard on Rosh Chodesh in
order not to emphasize this aspect of shame. However
in the future when this sin will be rectified, and
the lamination of the moon will be like that of the
sun, then there will surely be (the mitzva of) being
present in the (Temple) courtyard on Rosh Chodesh
too." (Mei Marom 13) Thus, God is shamed and embarrassed, so to speak, when
Yisra'el appear in the courtyard of the Temple on Rosh
Chodesh, for He is 'doing T'shuva' so to speak.
And therefore it is not apt to appear in the Temple and observe
God in his moment of penitence and shame. This idea does not only reveal God's shame, so to speak,
but at the base of this concept lies the shame of everything
-- of Am Yisra'el, of nature, of winter, and of death.
However in the future, in the end of days, when the moon has been
mended and its light is like the light of the sun -- then
there will be pilgrimage to the Temple on Rosh Chodesh, and we
will all appear in the Temple's courtyard every month. Let us consider this issue further. When the moon went and complained: "Two kings can not
share one crown" -- this is in fact correct! However
what is it the moon's business to be concerned with this?
Who appointed the moon a "king" to worry over a crown? God then tells the moon: '"You are unable to share
one crown with the sun because of your haughtiness! You consider
yourself a 'king' as opposed to an 'emissary'
-- you and the sun are emissaries! Two emissaries can most
certainly serve one king. Then God tells the moon, "Diminish
yourself," while this diminishment will lead the moon to its
true proportions. Then begins a whole education process for the
moon, for the moon refuses to be consoled. Therefore God tells the moon that it may rule over day and
night, for one who occupies volume, is limited by time. The moon
responds: "How does a candle offer benefit during the
day?" What good does a candle do in the sun? The moon is in
fact asking who will notice its influence during the day, and
hence what good is it? God tells the moon to move on to the next step -- for if
the moon diminishes itself, it will be surrounded by stars, for
one who contracts himself is very pleasant company, (despite the
fact that these stars may even be larger than the moon, but they
are meaningless, for next to the moon they seem small, for true
greatness is measured by the ability to contract and diminish
oneself.) Yet the moon is still unsatisfied, for in this world we do not
know how to properly diminish ourselves. The moon desires to
appear every day, but it is precisely this longing that prevents
the appearance of new heavens and a new earth. This yearning and
striving is what perpetuates the reality of day and night. Then God says: "They will bring atonement for My having
diminished the moon," for as long as the world does not
understand that its greatness is in the diminishment, then shame
does not exist in this world, and Rosh Chodesh cannot materialize
in all its beauty. Rosh Chodesh is not a commemoration of any specific event,
Rosh Chodesh teaches the concept of renewal, the concept of
"And You renew the surface of the earth." Rosh Chodesh
is not commemorative of salvation from death, but rather is the
annulment of death. It is a description of there no longer being
death in the Dead Sea, it is a time of new heavens and a new
earth, and our seed, the seed of Yisra'el existing as the
heavens and the earth do. Rosh Chodesh is the time when man looks at nature around him
and sees that everything speaks of life and of God. Therefore
Rosh Chodesh is the festival of the end of days. And hence in
this world, which is the world of nistar -- concealment
-- it is termed "Ba'ke'se l'yom
cha'genu" -- "at the time appointed for our
festive day." when the moon is concealed. But it is within
this concealment that everything takes place. In the sin of the Golden Calf, Moshe is unseen, he is late in
returning. Moshe, who is like the sun, represents the Godly
conveyor. He is hidden, and therefore the nation and Aharon
search for something tangible. The nation refuses to wait, and
when men could no longer cope with the concealment -- the
women did not sin! In this world, Rosh Chodesh -- unlike the R'galim
-- is not clearly defined. Pesach, for example, illustrates
good and evil, and how the good triumphs over the evil. Therefore
the happiness and rejoicing are great. However on Rosh Chodesh
the good does not triumph over the evil, rather the evil is
transformed into good. In the future, in the end of days we will
reveal Rosh Chodesh. And that it what the prayer service of Rosh
Chodesh is about: "Rosh Chodeshes have You given Your people, a
time of atonement for all their offspring." In other words, on Rosh Chodesh we triumph over time, and then
we bring sacrifices which are "l'ratzon" --
"for favor." Not solely sacrifices which are in praise
and thanksgiving for a past event, (for example the slavery in
Egypt,) when we offer thanks for our redemption, but in fact
prefer that it would never have happened in the first place.
Here, on Rosh Chodesh, the sacrifices are
"l'ratzon." The sin-offering if for God, as if to say that God is no
longer ashamed or embarrassed that the normal manifestation
cannot exist in the world. On Rosh Chodesh we offer a
sin-offering to God in humility in order to appease! To appease
the moon that does not understand the diminishment, and to tell
God that we are heading for "And You renew the surface of
the earth." "Prepare a new altar in Zion" -- the whole
concept of Rosh Chodesh is that of a new altar. It does not
relate to something that occurred in the past. "And we will offer the o'lah of Rosh Chodesh on
it" -- on that new altar. And when we come to the Temple we will bring the bikkurim
-- the first fruits -- that ripen and are renewed every
month. "And we all will rejoice in the service of the
Temple" -- for these sacrifices are not a result of a
past tragedy or catastrophe, but are brought out of true joy. "And in the songs of David your servant that are said at
your altar" -- the songs will influence the soul to have
"an eternal love." This "eternal love" is that one will finally
understand how to love the world -- he will perceive the
inner connection of reality. For then we will love the world, and
the world will love us. And when this occurs -- then
"may You recall the covenant of the forefathers upon the
children" -- for then the content of the sacrifices
reflect not to miracles which occurred to our forefathers, but
rather the deeds of their children, (and therefore the
forefathers are mentioned solely in relation to the covenant.) And from this point in the Amida the prayers continue as they
do on the R'galim: "And may you bring us to Zion, Your
city, with happiness." We opened our shi'ur with the verse "And on days of
your rejoicing, on your festivals, and on your Rosh Chodesh
celebrations," and we questioned why Rosh Chodesh is
mentioned last, as if at the climax of the list. Now there is no
question! For Rosh Chodesh is indeed elevated above all the days
of rejoicing! Am Yisra'el could have merited an additional twelve
festivals, Rosh Chodesh of every month, their purpose being to
reveal the inner independence of Am Yisra'el. However we
stumbled, sinning with the Golden Calf, thus detaching heaven
from earth. Therefore we no longer have the Rosh Chodeshes as
festivals. However there were those who did not sin, those who
did not listen to the words of Pharaoh, those who did not offer
their jewelry for manufacture of the Golden Calf. These are the
women, the daughters and granddaughters of the four barren
matriarchs who taught the world that simply because something is
concealed does not mean that it does not exist. To the contrary,
the concealed content of the world exists in a beauty ten times
greater than that which is revealed to the eye. They, then have
the original Rosh Chodesh. And when all of Yisra'el recognize this, then the cherpa,
the shame will be removed. And then the light of the moon will
equal that of the sun, and the light of the sun will shine
brighter, as the light of the seven days of creation. Then we
will discover the Rosh Chodesh of Am Yisra'el. The Kabbalistic books mention that Rosh Chodesh is the day of
our matriarch Rachel, and a hint can be found in the Amida of
Rosh Chodesh: "Rosh Chodashim lahem
natata" -- "You have given them Rosh
Chodeshes" -- spelling the name 'Rachel'
-- resh, chet, lamed. As we mentioned above, Rachel was the epitome of infertility.
She, more than anyone else, taught the world that that which is
concealed is more genuine, and also "God has gathered my
shame" when Yosef is born. She also announces: "May God give me another son." (B'reshit 30:24) Rachel knew that this son which was just born, is in act
linked to another, yet to born. She teaches us the nature of Rosh
Chodesh, which is independent of any event or incident, yet which
strives to cleave to the concealed, leading it to revelation. This is also our mission in this world, to add to and build
ourselves with the appreciation that specifically the diminished
one, the humble, he who is like the moon, rules over both day and
night. He is accompanied by the stars as a result of his humility
and modesty. And it is he who at the termination of the process
well reach that era of new heavens and a new earth, days when the
light of the moon will be as the light of sun, and the light of
the sun will shine brighter than ever as it did during the seven
days of creation, when God will restore His nation and cure all
ills -- Amen! Translated by Sholem Hurwitz Copyright Keren Yishai/Rav M. Elon
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